So I might lose my apple iPhone. I have been told to spend all my time and (money) to concentrate on eating properly because I am on a lot of medication. They just increased it. SO they said that I should not be weak when I get medication to make me healthier. The one thing that I have to do to function normally is to eat properly. The deal is, forget about everything and just eat. Easier said than done. First thing. I hate to do it. I hated to cook so much that I didn't"t. When I got out the halfway house a way back, I looked like a large green lemon. To me, a good day was going out to restaurants for each meal. The deal was to find places to eat in which the meal cost under $5.00. (there are). But I was spending my money on performance then. So now I have more money. Right. But Jesus the money goes so fast.
So I said to myself that the cell phones got to go. As a matter of fact, so does the internet. Never mind the fact that I won<t be able to continue the work that I am doing, And never mind that I won't have the phone to help me find out how to get tot he places I need to. Or what exactly kind of coffee drink I am purchasing (i.e. what is the difference between a cappuccino, a latte, and a flat white). Or what in hell the government is telling me about my welfare cheque (Like how much money can I have in the banks at one time before they take it away). never mind all that. The question is what am I going to do when it goes.
The first thing I thought of is if the computers go I will just concentrate on y archives. I.e. all the paper stuff. But I have to do that all the time anyway. Computer or no. And I swear as god is my witness I will fight to the death if I have to if the government rep in any way forces me to take on yet another degrading job that no one wants to do to earn my way on the meagre charity that I receive. Its really a waste that I have an elite education and with all the skills that I have learned, I am using my resources to fight to handle the most base jobs available that look vaguely clerical or housewifely. Never mind that I am using a top education to learn how to eat to function (just that) in a situation of extreme poverty. Yes I know very well there are worse off. I am threatened with this all the time. They sa there are worse off than me. translation: you can get there if you gripe.
SO the issue is what am I going to do with my time if I have no computer. It took a while but I figured out part of it. Along with working with my archives, I will start where I left off before my own computer. When I have the energy I will go to the library. And also, I will restart my habit of handwriting my letters and sending them out to individuals. As for how I am going to occupy myself during transit, I suppose I can start hand-sketching again. I will use my ipod because I don<t have to pay each month to use it. But often it doesn<t work on the bus. (or outside).
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By the way, in the article, before I mentioned that I bought a life long contract with a phone company to use a phone. That included any monthly fees that would be incurred. the trouble has alway been that all my money is periodically taken away and I find myself up a creek. So it might happen again. Unless I find out what happened to my phone with the contract.
Hopefully, I can get it back. I am supposed to be able to get a new phone if it is lost or a new edition is put out on the market. That will take care of the problem that might ocur if undesirable elements are now in possesssion of the thing.
If you have any information about the whereabouts of the thing please contact me at:
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