Gratitude journal March 30, 2020

1. I’m happy because I got to the pharmacy
2. I’m happy to assist I eat for supper was good
3. I’m happy because I got my electronics archives in pretty good order
4. I’m happy because my pharmacist got an a good source of protein that didn’t have too much carbohydrates or calories
5. i’m grateful because I listen to good lesson on strategic changes. Movie yesterday on Netflix called Junjani
6. Because Netflix has a good selection of anime films
7. I like that I have a small private table in the cafeteria
8. Being locked in please I don’t have money to spend therefore I save some money
9. I’m grateful that I have a room for away from most things so that I can get some exercise then
10. I’m ecstatic because I found some lost jewellery files

National treasure? What Happen to The Credit for My Work?

The city is closed down now and the convent has forbidden people from going outside of the residence.  So Now is the time to state my demands.  Now is the time to state my rights.
the idea behind the convent and the government I find is to represent a large number of people at the same time.  This practice has caused me great pain and I retain much bad feeling for the event of the past.

Firstly I deeply resent my artwork being taken away from me without compensation because it is the property of the government or it represents a threat to national security or, just as bad, is a national treasure. If this is so, why don't you give me the fruit of my labor? Along with withthese actions, the going rage is to take all the profits and benefit from all the fruits of my labor, often arduous and long endearing. If my work is worthy to be considered a national treasure then why do you not pay me a cent. Why do you deny me any fruit of my labor?

So important is this pastime you have given me the label of an aesthetic who prefers to live in a half-way house (too poor for jail) or who has taken the cloth.  This solves your problem. You get to keep all he money and you are deeply devoted as well. I curse you from the bottom of my heart for all the pain, anguish, social humiliation, beatings, and rapes that have accompanied this pastime.  As well as my silencing.

So, if I am to not go out of the convent, and I am to stay in my room (because I refuse to work for you without a single shred of compensation only your religious jargon inspired 'good-feeling' and 'having fun' s which is accompanied by my Incapacity to speak, then after a long period in my room, will I not be able to even move at all. In other words will I not be able to even go out for the one or two hours I currently go outside for.

Gratutude Journal March 28, 2020

1.      I got a right-on lecture on Calm that talks about some of the fears I have being creative.

2.      I have a new screen saver from the Calm app that is not only nice but has good sound effects

3.      I found some good sources of business tools in the LinkedIn App for the month.

4.      Staying inside only can make me go back to some of the ways I relaxed as a child in an isolated community. And I remember some.

5.      I can take care of the face and the body better

6.      I found out why I couldn't contact the Pharmacy: it is closed and my file has been moved elsewhere. I found out where.

7.      I am taking Saturday morning more relaxed than I usually do. And  I feel it.

8.      I dress better now that I am working on refining my clothing racks

9.      I found a wardrobe organizer app. 

10.  I found a good amount of business notes that  I wrote a long time ago so I don't have to

           start my business plan from an absolutely square one.