They are so Wealthy.

And the kidnappings.  The horrible kidnappings.  I have been in a horror movie because how painfully you have kidnapped me.  And why?  I find many  in a lifetime. and I fifty-five years old now, but many times I have found love and an honest marriage partner .  And no matter how high or how talented, no matter how much money or fame can be  made with a brilliant even beginning,  No matter how important a castle the place is, no matter much it hurts, no matter to any of this, I am kidnapped back to Montreal.

And the kidnappings have never stopped.  My god I have been kidnapped to live back in the convent residence but two staff members.  Why?  What nonsense is this?  Why I  am not entitled to be a ballerina as a I was trained to be?  I had to leave because they said I was severely tortured?  I have everything I could have dreamed for.  Why do these people do this?  They are so wealthy  They spend so much money for private planes and lots of people.. Why?  And why to a social bust like they say I am when I return.?  Why?

If the reason is that I refused to let them use my musical credentials or my artistic credentials with my permission, there is one thing still certain.  They have no right to any of my creative material.  They have no right to any of my intellectual property.  They have no right to any of these.  I left their horrible neighbourhood that was far from the cultural part of the city, because I read about it all they time.  they wer so frankly using me life was a misery. They never had any right to anything except through the right of straight brutality.

And no matter how much I have suffered they here are two things in my mind about it.  First of all they would be very heartbroken and surprised if the fruit of my labour was taken away from them just as quickly and efficiently as they took it away from me.  Like the brute force for example the bank won< let them use it.  

Second of all, they will try to torture me.  Big deal.   So what else is new?  They have been indulging in this for all my life.  Don't get me wrong.  It is still horribly painful and I hate it.  But what are they saying they will do in any case? More of the same.